In school.

You led me up the stairs,
Brought me into the toilet.
Are you wanting to tell me a secret?
You held my shoulders pulling me towards you.
Hey stop there're people!
You looked around and relaxed your grip.

You held my hands,
And you asked.
I like you too.

We went down the stairs.
One arm on your shoulder,
The other on the railings.
The smiles on our face.
That's my baby.
They stared at us.
Whispers and murmurs.

We went to the library.
I sat beside you in a single seat couch.
Fingers intertwined.
They glared at us.
Whispers and murmurs.

Scared,
I wrapped my hands around your arm.
I felt assured.
I love you.

Window on my right,
Raindrops hit my face.
Shut the window,
Pull up my blanket.
It was rainy and cold.

Stranded in the island of pillows and a sea of blanket.
Gone.

Long Weekend.

Sometimes, we just want to sit back and rest.
But can we?


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This 'uber long' weekend was kind of short. My saturday gone due to YOG. Well, sunday was well spent slacking but not to the extent that you can feel yourself recharge. hmph :| Monday was not bad at least I did chemistry and PW.. Okay enough rubbish. time to get on to what i came here to post.

Goals. Everyone has their goals. But sometimes this goal seems so far, so blurred and fuzzy. You think that it is impossible to achieve it. Your goal seems so easily attainable to others yet you can't reach it. What's the point of going on and pushing on so hard? To be in the rat race? I want to be a farmer, growing crops, feeding animals and selling. Earning just enough to feed myself and my love ones. But in Singapore, it's impossible. On a side note, Happy national day. :)


with love, Fred.

If you want to eat an orange, you'll have to peel it (or cut it).

Absolutely. If you want to eat an orange, you'll have to do something to it. You don't expect it to do a sexy dance and strip itself naked so you can devour it without the rind. You have to peel it yourself. Sometimes, this tough fellow just doesn't want to give way. You can't find the right place to start. You found the right place but somehow your finger is just too fat to squeeze through and make a small hole for you to start peeling. Finally, the hole is big enough and you can peel. But the skin just doesn't come out in a whole, just bit by bit. You get all frustrated and take out a knife. You cut the orange.


But I have a tool to peel it.

See? There is many way to do a thing. Simple thing like eating an orange, you can peel it, cut it, peel it with a special orange-peeling tool, juice it, throw at your mum when you are angry, eat the whole orange with the rind on, anything. You can do anything. So yeah orange :)

MAD!

I think I am going mad. Seriously, mad. I don't know why I have not been able to start doing my work, always distracted. And my mind, seems random. Really random. I am happy and sad at the same time. Eating non-stop recently too. Got disease... or worms in me. So frustrated, frustrated over what? I don't know, don't ask me. How? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!ps dfjaslkf asdjlfk;asjdfo;ahsdfouahwelkjflkasjdf aipos fdjasdlfm awk;ejr [oieqwfoiasjefoiajosifjqwe or jfvmwep[r.

Fun-O-Rama XX

The Entertainer.


can you make him smile?

Behind a thick coat of face paint.
A character was born.
Artificial tears of blood,
The downcast eyes and the straight jacket.
I was an actor for a day.

Exhibiting a countenance of no expression,
The light of life was switched off in me momentarily.
I went into the character, my senior even thought that I "lost it."
Did I or did I not? Maybe.
I was not me.

Brought around with a leash around my neck.
A dog, a creature and mad.
My friend showcased me to the visitors.
Some found me "disgusting" while some found me "cool".
But it's my job, my duty and my responsibility to entertain. An act.

Visitors paid to have their photographs to be taken with me.
The freak.
Some of my friends could not recognise me.
Those who could, called me.
But I was not me.

Gave stares and stared at.
I was an exhibit to scare.
I was thought to be "the best that we have."
But I think all my friends were as good as I am.
I was just doing my job.

Finally, I removed my costumed
And washed the face paint away.
The character was washed away,
I resurfaced.
I am myself again.



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Anyways~ FOR was a GREAT DAY OF FUN :D! I totally loved the food provided at the Scones' Cafe :D Thank you Abi Nyam for being my manager! Thanks for the food and drinks that you provided :D Thanks! Thank you Hui Yi for the Chocolate ice cream you treat me when I was finished with my duty! Thank you my friends who visited Scones' Haunted Hospital! Thanks seniors for everything you did! Without you guys, we will be so lost! ( I think it's just me who was always lost -.-)

Cheers!

Wet Wet Day.

Wet and cold weather.
But warm.

It is like a glove
Swathing the naked fingers.
Warmth.

The raindrops fell.
They fell.

Error.

I am demanding.
I am ridiculous.
I am unlikeable.
I bite off more than I can chew.
I am selfish.

Damn myself.